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Friday, February 03, 2006
Dance: Keigwin + Company
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
3 Word Lines and at least one question Poem: First Draft
“I love you,”
answers the physicist at sundown near the edge of the back yard in spring.
Tell me, why
is grass greener
twenty steps beyond
our lawn across
the thicket fence?
Let’s see: Yes,
You look down
at our lawn
and see bare
spots of earth.
Yes, let’s see:
You look over
there and see
grass blades tall.
In short, you
see the forest
over there, dear,
and here see
only sparse trees.
In fact, grass
is always greener
where you can’t
see raw earth.
Is it not?
Narrative Poem: First Draft
July 16, 1990: Election Day for Pope Michael I of Kansas
Superman grew up there.
His heavy denim rugged,
his letter jacket torn by sheer
velocity when he took flight, unexpectedly.
He learned the truth about home, and left for the Big Apple.
Kansans tilted chins when he joined the East Coast liberal Media Machine.
After all, he was alien, kryptonite-sissy,
lily livered freak
in blue tights and red speed-o, not to mention
his cape. So long sissy, those New Yorkers need your bleeding-heart ass.
Dorothy risked her curls and Toto’s too,
she faced the Wicked Witch of the East
to get back home there.
Miss Kansas herself wanted two things:
to get home and to love her dog.
The Witch—green tight-lipped, single, magic mistress, femi-nazi—
sizzled at Dorothy’s humble bucket toss.
She desired to extinguish the Eastern Witch,
not kill. And see the thanks she gets
from those who trembled under the witch? Not a penny.
The Ozites sent her home and forgot her, entirely.
Superman’s first home, Dorothy’s Ithaca,
this is the land where John Brown killed to fight slavery,
and Pizza Hut was born.
In Wichita, the “Summer of Mercy” clenched
prairie souls and recruited soldiers for the unborn,
back in ’91. Christian agape flushed the Ar-kansas river banks,
cartoon babies pled from hand-lettered signs along the highways,
Save the Children! Choose Life! Your mother did!
Pope-fearing Catholics
simmered on the hard-scrabble plains,
took flight and turned to home, the Vatican way off in Rome,
for guidance when the protests turned violent.
Some Catholics there, in Kansas, just sneered:
We don’t have super powers or Dorothy’s glass slippers,
wouldn’t click our heels anyway to see the Pope and kiss his fat gold ring.
If we could see the Holy Father, we’d say:
You, all do respect, are a scoundrel and a fraud, a victim
of sociology and hand-holding guitar-strumming new-age professor types.
Latin is God’s tongue.
Pope Michael had reigned already a year,
when civil protests exploded,
but as far as the record goes,
he didn’t have much to say or
no one listened.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Deborah Eisenberg: Twilight of the Superheroes
This collection of short stories is as "hot" as such a thing can get. I keep hearing/reading about it everywhere I go. So far, it deserves the good press.
NPR Book Review by Alan Cheuse
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Ethan Frome
I am currently taking a novel writing course at
Below I collected some colorful phrases,
vocabulary and even a few good lines:
careless powerful look
degenerate
having declined (as in nature, character, structure, or function) from an ancestral or former state / having sunk to a condition below that which is normal to a type; especially : having sunk to a lower and usually corrupt and vicious state
rich Irish
exanimate
lacking animation : SPIRITLESS / being or appearing lifeless
declivity
downward inclination / a descending slope
fatuity
something foolish or stupid : STUPIDITY, FOOLISHNESS / archaic : IMBECILITY, DEMENTIA
rill
noun : a very small brook
verb: to flow like a rill
a growl of rapture
white and scintillating fields
scintillate: to emit sparks / to emit quick flashes as if throwing off sparks , sparkle
scintillating: brilliantly lively, stimulating, witty
"His dread was so strong that, man-like, he sought to postpone certainty." (Chapter 3)
"Ethan was suffocated with the sense of well-being." (Chapter 4)
aver
to verify or prove to be true in pleading a cause; to allege or assert in pleading /
to declare positively
ebullition
a sudden violent outburst or display / the act, process, or state of boiling or bubbling up
adjure
to urge or advise earnestly
Monday, January 30, 2006
Trip to the Boston Public Library
Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson
and
the perks of being a wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
Both books are extremely popular for high school students. I can see why. Both worth a read, especially if you want to hear voices from that netherworld of adolescence.
The library has the following books on hold for me:
Consider the lobster, and other essays by David Foster Wallace
and
From beginning to end: the rituals of our lives by Robert Fulghum.
I intend to read only selected portions of the above books.
I just finished reading Ethan Frome by Edith Wharton (for my novel writing class)
and
I am currently reading for book club (even though they already discussed this one!) The Writing on the Wall: a novel by Lynne Sharon Schwartz.
and
I am working my way through The Kenyon Review and Special Handling, a book of poetry by Mark Pawlak.
What's on your shelf?????
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Michiana Chronicles: Vagina Monologues
April Lidinsky, one of the five local writers who write
"Michiana Chronicles" for the local (South Bend, Indiana)
NPR station, broadcast this yesterday.
http://www.mchron.net/ee/radio/the_plays_the_thing/
Friday, January 27, 2006
The Play's the Thing
Ok, folks – time for a literature quiz that should take you back
to, oh, maybe your Sophomore language arts class. So: Who said the
following line: “The play’s the thing/Wherein I’ll catch the
conscience of the king.” Anyone? Ah ... I see lots of hands.
And yes, “Hamlet” is correct. But with that line, Shakespeare
illuminates something larger than Hamlet’s desire for revenge.
That line reminds us that the best theater catches everyone’s
conscience, and makes all of us shift a bit in our seats.
Art is political– it’s about power.
A friend once gave me a t-shirt, decorated with Andy Warhol
images and the jaunty motto, “Art can’t hurt you.” I wore it a few
times, feeling pretty bohemian-hip, until a colleague said, “You know,
that t-shirt is totally wrong! It can too hurt.” And ... he was
right. To say art can’t hurt us is to say it doesn’t have any teeth, any
power– that art doesn’t matter. A quick reflection on the long
history of censorship reminds us that art has always been under suspicion
for blasphemy or sedition. Art makes arguments we don’t always want
to hear.
But unlike editorials or ranting TV commentators, art rarely
presents one single perspective, which might be its greatest virtue.
Perhaps you, like me, have stood in front of a painting, or in a theater
lobby at intermission, muttering darkly, “Huh ... I don’t get
it.” Art, at its best, reminds us that we should never assume we
“get” anything at first glance. Even those pastel-pretty landscape
paintings by Claude Monet say to us, “You think you know what a
pile of hay looks like? Think again. Look at a haystack in this
light. And now late in the day. And again in a storm.
And again in wintertime.” First impressions are always partial, imperfect.
Art usefully undermines our assumption that we know it all; it keeps
us from thinking simply, and from simply taking sides.
In my college classrooms, sometimes students feel sopassionately
about ideas they want to pick a fight with everyone who disagrees
with them. Not so fast, I urge them – if you tell people
they’re full of hooey, you’ll only get an “Am not!” for every one of
your “Are too!”s. So how do you invite someone to try on a new
perspective? Well, reach back to your childhood, and remember
how those interactions with friends went. Something like: “Ok, now
you play like you’re a such-and-so, and then I’ll play like I’m a
something-or-other, and then let’s play like ...” and on and on.
Remember? Yeah – the play’s the thing. Trying on new roles is
a skill that weakens, sadly, with our harrowing passage to
adulthood.
But art reminds us to play with ideas. To empathize with
perspectives that stretch us, however uncomfortably.
And that is why I teach plays like Eve Ensler’s The Vagina
Monologues, and why college students everywhere have found power
in producing the play themselves, despite the controversy that
often surrounds it. The Vagina Monologues is a response – a creative
response – to a terrible truth about power, and that is that
women worldwide suffer – and resist – the mental and physical effects
of sexism in ways that are both readily apparent and everywhere
ignored.
But instead of dashing off a rant in the face of gruesome
statistics, Ensler wrote a play, with a multitude of perspectives
for us to try on. Now I’m not comfortable, myself, with every
voice in that piece. But when I watch students practicing for
the production, I see the power of art at work as they inhabit
these different roles, empathizing with an amazing range of
human experience. I test myself by the students’ brave example:
How could I become a person who wouldn’t leave a battering husband?
How might I live a life in which fear or belief led me to
inflict violence on others? What would it be like not to
feel vulnerable in my own body? And I wonder,
why are these questions threatening to ask right now?
I think of a playwright controversial and censored in his own
time, Molière, and the pleasure I get every year when I attend the
exuberant undergraduate performance at Notre Dame, all in
French, and this year coming in February, just like some productions
of The Vagina Monologues. While full of humor, Molière’s political
satires still leave tooth marks, thanks to talented student performers
who inhabit his hypocritical, unjust, and foolishly lovable
characters so fully they feel familiar to us, despite the period costumes.
The cliché says that, “Life is not a dress rehearsal.” But how
much better off we’d be if we acted as if it were. Art strengthens
our atrophied empathy muscles. It says, play like you’re born into
a Bangkok slum and sold into sexual slavery. Play like you’re a
president. Play like you’re a person who lets someone tape a
bomb to your chest, and really feel the power of your belief, the
strange weight of metal and wires, the pull of the duct tape on your
skin.
What is your life like? And what powers of imagination might
revise your story?
The play is the thing. And the conscience that needs catching
is always our own.
Friday, January 27, 2006
Lecture: James McBride
Last night L. and I went to see James McBride lecture and play a little jazz at
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Thomas Frank and Kansas
How Conservatives Won the Heart of
I first heard about this book from Garrison Keillor. Keillor was in my home town,
Then a few weeks ago I was browsing at the Harvard Book Store and couldn’t resist adding the title to my small collection of purchases. If this book was about
Frank details
At times Frank’s narrative lost me, I have to admit. I couldn’t tell if he assumed his reader would be more of a political insider or if his logic went a bit askew here and there.
At any rate, I can say that his characterization of
Even though I was the typical teenager wrapped up in my teenage issues, I was busy soaking up the special angst of
It’s no wonder that the “Summer of Mercy” is a blur. That was the same summer that I stepped out of
Even my trip to
I have no idea how deeply my father pondered my request. Did he worry about the cost? It was a significant sum. Did he worry about my safety? Would he miss me? In our household of six kids and a rotating cast of dogs, I never gave the latter a moment’s consideration. I don’t remember how much I bothered him about it. But I do know that I set my heart on it. I decided that it was possible for me to go. And that made it almost imperative in my mind. I still have that streak in me. If a thing can be done, and it is a worthy cause, then it should be done. I do remember using the “once-in-a-lifetime” logic. He gave his permission.
Suddenly I was part of something much bigger than the irregular rectangle of
I was so caught up in the excitement of sleeping in a college dorm and joining forces with my fellow ambassadors that I barely had time to think of my family already so far away even though I had yet to leave the country. I did manage to call them just once before leaving for the three-week trip. In my exhilaration I had exhausted myself before we even arrived to Dulles airport. It is no wonder then that I somehow I got my hand pinched in the luggage conveyer belt as I tried to retrieve my things from the security screening. It must have smarted, and my pride must have been wounded too. Here I was about to embark on a world journey and I carelessly pinch my fingers. Suddenly I was lonely and I gave in to my tiredness. I cried as I dialed home. I cried as I left a garbled message about my hand getting pinched and goodbye and it really hurts. I did not call my parents again while I was abroad.
At the time, I didn’t find it strange that I never called. My friends took advantage of weekly or even more frequent opportunities to phone. I always refrained out of a kind of self-discipline. It was expensive to call. I would not indulge myself in such an extravagance. My parents had sacrificed to send me and I didn’t want to cost them any more than necessary. My parents never told me not to call. I am sure they assumed that I would. In my way I was trying to be grown up do the right thing by saving on the expensive call. I was trying to be frugal with their money. Now I see that my failure to call was really the product of a teen’s callous self-absorption. I only thought of their financial, not their emotional needs. Oddly, it made me feel “grown up” to restrain myself from calling.
The buildup and the experience of spending three weeks in
I was young. I had seen the world. I was eager to be grown up. Abortion was a grown up issue. The Pope condemned abortion; so did I. It was grown up to accept the teachings of the church. It was puerile and pathetic to rebel against the wisdom of the Holy Father. I did ask questions about abortion: but not the kind that ever considered a non-canonical viewpoint. I wanted to know more about what the church taught, not why they taught it or why other people (who were those people?) had different ideas. It wasn’t about ideas anyway. It was about babies being killed. I thought that I was being grown up by taking the moral high road. I thought that I was joining a noble fight, a fight that made my own life more worthwhile and more sophisticated. It gave me character. Instead of being a kid, I was a teen with a cause. Some kids drank beer and had sex to rebel against their parents; I never drank or had sex to rebel against a world that used such distractions to get young people like me to waste our lives.
I was a
My memories of that summer are a tangle of Russian folk dancers, dark tea and fresh raspberries in the mountains of
Frank comments that his experience growing up in
Quotes
(page numbers from paperback edition)
“The [conservative] movement’s basic premise is that culture outweighs economics as a matter of public concern—that Values Matter Most, as a one backlash title has it.” (6)
“What divides Americans is authenticity, not something hard and ugly like economics.” (27)
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“The people who were once radical are now reactionary.” (76)
“All claims on the right, in other words, advance from victimhood.” (119)
“Indignation is the great aesthetic principle of the backlash culture; voicing the fury of the imposed-upon is to the backlash what the guitar solo is to have metal. Indignation is the privileged emotion, the magic moment that brings a consciousness of rightness and a determination to persist.” (122)
“Conservatives are only able to ignore economics the way they do because they live in a civilization whose highest cultural expressions—movies, advertisements, and sitcoms—have for decades insisted on downplaying the world of work.” (129)
On growing up in
“Ignoring one’s own economic self-interest may seem like a suicidal move to you and me, but viewed a different way it is an act of self-denial; a sacrifice for a holier cause.”(168)
Colorful Vocabulary
deracinate (uproot)
patois (provincial speech, local dialect)
puissance (strength, power)
bonhomie (good-natured friendliness)
mulct (v. to defraud of money; swindle)
sedulous (accomplished with great perseverance; diligent)
calumniate (to utter maliciously false statements, charges)
quislings (traitor—Vidkun Quisling died 1945, Norwegian who collaborated with Nazis)
adulate (flatter excessively)
proles (proletarian)
breast-beating underdoggery
filigree
mansard (a type of roof: http://www.m-w.com/mw/art/roof.htm)
doppelgängers (double, alter ego)
anomie (personal unrest, alienation comes from lack of purpose or ideals)
depredation (plunder, ravage)
Monday, January 23, 2006
Picasso Poem
Musée des Beaux Arts W.H. Auden
About suffering they were never wrong,
Musée National Picasso Paris Janet Kelley
About strangeness, he was never wrong,